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alot happened over the weekends.I went down over to KDU for the annual KID BP.The rascals were there and so were the rest of the cfs clan.I went there with the intentions of wanting to observe and help out the girls.But eventually I had to judge on the final day.And trust me being a chair adj when u have panels and trainees for a BP tournament is NOT easy -.- haha.man i miss last year's KID BP, it was mine and qhem's last school tournament.Im glad we atleast made it to the finals.but that was then, this is now.its funny to be on the other side.I just hope that one day the girls will be able to do us proud by being on that stage aswell :') chin up guys.defeat is part of your journey otw up.

So yea thats the debate aspect of my weekend.And then theres that little, ok im lying, big change that happened over the weekend.im not about to put it all out in detail over here.but point is, this change definitely devastated me.screwed up my thoughts and emotions.probably still is screwing me over as we speak.But yea, all i can say is that i need to just keep reminding myself that its just a feeling.I'll get over it.i'll be fine.and im sure he'll be too.we're strong people.we're cool liddat.heh.we just realized that one can only be too similar to the other till it gets abit too much.we just need to give it some time.

right?

oh godd *jumps off building feeling sorry for myself* T.T

i guess this is the part where i detach all forms of emotion i have and just focus on college and debate.selections are this weekend! gulp.

fact of the day : when all else fails and u seek for escape.always, always turn to ur iPod.

xo